for God's sake, turn around
So here's a morbid bit of irony for you, but I have to fill in a bit of history first.go placidly amid the noise and wasteand remember what comfort there may be in owning a piece thereofavoid quiet and...
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Scenes from a Chat: I'm Not In This Group edition
You ever walk into a place in SL and you swear, you can smell the incense and that particular fragrance of old books, and dust on stone?Yeah. Helel's Apotheca is like that.Seen at Aenigma, sort of a...
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I'll settle down and deal with old regrets
step out the front door like a ghost into a fogwhere no one notices the contrast of white on whitein between the moon and you, the angels get a better viewof the crumbling difference between wrong and...
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and I'm always one step from stalling
People frequently underestimate how simply seeing something can change us. Take what's going on at Lindy's right now.Is proper social distancing important for SL? No, of course not. Does seeing signs...
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oh, oh, heaven knows, we belong way down below
I'm Miss Autonomy, Miss NowhereI'm at the bottom of meMiss Androgyny, Miss Don't Carewhat I've done to meI've been overthinking a lot this past week. (No, really? I would never have guessed that. Yes,...
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I bet you're hard to get over
yes, it's true that I believeI'm weaker than I used to beI wear my heart out on my sleeveand I forget the rest of meIt's hard living life on the surface of the skin, so it's really no surprise I jump...
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I'm not sayin' there was nothing wrong
oh oh oh, oh oh--into the unknown--It's not exactly new territory, precisely, but...it is the first time I've had this struggle from go. Normally, one an ex exes, so to speak, I stop hearing from them....
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when the whole thing drops, you lose your nerve; I hope you get what you deserve
Well, this doesn't fill me with confidence. (This article on New World Notes filled in some of the details, but is still not thrilling me.)And past Linden Lab's internal difficulties, if you're around...
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you don't wanna be me when it all goes wrong
I'll stick around, see how bad it getsI'll settle down and deal with old regretsYou know I, I adore youThe adoring? It's not the problem. I adore a lot of people. I even, not to put too fine a point on...
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I can't stand what I'm starting to be
slow dancin' on the boulevardin the quiet moments while the city's still darksleepwalkin' through the summer rainThere may be gaps still, here and there, but I think I'm closing in on the issues. It's...
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I know right now you can't tell
This has more potential than I want to admit. (And yes, NSFW. Pretty, but NSFW.)all day staring at the ceilingmaking friends with shadows on my wallall night hearing voices telling methat I should get...
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but my dreams, they aren't as empty, as my conscience seems to be
There are nights where I want to start screaming and just...get everything out. I don't, because first, I'd have to explain why, if I wasn't around people familiar with everything, and second, I might...
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all is good and nothingness is dead
wonder how you sleepI wonder what you think of meif I could go backwould you have ever been with me?I live a lot in the past. I hang a lot on 'should'. Neither is particular effective, supportive, or...
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we are lost and we're falling
Before we get into today's patch of sturm und drang, something Mr. Ormstein put together, which is very, very useful--a .pdf tracking Linden fluctuations from 2009 to 2020. This data is going to be...
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so we're gonna burn the place down
I'm not afraid of getting olderI'm one less day from dying youngI see the light go past my shoulderI'm one less day from dying youngLong-time readers may remember (or not) that at one point, I had a...
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can we still be friends?
we can't play this game anymorebut can we still be friends?things just can't go on like beforebut can we still be friends?That is the plan. Nights like last night, though, erode all my resolve to just...
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Rebel Wolf and the Deathlands
I've covered a lot of ground in the last handful of days. Letting the mind process while keeping the body traveling; it does seem counter-intuitive at times, but it works for me.Along the way, I...
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I want you the right way
yeah, I can see it nowthe distant red neon shivered in the heatI was feeling like a stranger in a strange landyou know, where people play games with the nightgod, it was too hot to sleepAnother day,...
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and we went from zero to everything all in a day
Yes, I'm definitely in a rut. But at least it's a "fun" one (so to speak), and I'm seeing a lot of sims. And I've even found one or two I want to revisit, which is pretty neat overall. Plus, I'm kind...
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but I realized big brown eyes can hypnotize
I can't imagine how hard it must be to be youadopting all your history, it's hard being me tooare your secrets where you left them?'cause now your ghosts are mine as wellI think it's time I met them...
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